Music inspired

Call me old fashioned, I loooveeeee Boyz II Men. These songs are my favourite.

• It's So Hard To Say Goodbye


• End Of The Road


• In The Still Of The Night


• I'll Make Love To You


• On Bended Knee


• Water Runs Dry


• One Sweet Day


• 4 Seasons of Loneliness


• A Song For Mama


• Pass You By

The lyrics are awesomee. When I was 17, they came to Malaysia and performed at Genting. I was sevenTEEN. Still in school, exam year and I was so jealous of my friends Neddy and Wawan who went for the concert. I am still pissed off that I didnt get to go, and my brother Fayez made it worse by bragging how good they were. Whyyyyyyyy??

But nevermind, last year I went to Babyface's concert and it was GREAT! Zelfann (kari) was my date and we had a nice 1st and only date. 4 years too late but we're still friends. So, back to Babyface, if you don't know, Babyface wrote some of the songs for Boyz II Men, so on that night, he sang some of the songs. Though I didnt get to see the real deal, but this was as close as I could get. I love Babyface too. So far, that's the best concert I've ever been to. Right now, all I wish is for Boyz II Men to come to Malaysia AGAIN. Please oh please. I've been in love with them for so soooooo long.

High school is over kan?

I don't get it why peole still like all the high school dramas that actually change people to become a bitch. Sorry to say but can you not talk about you being the center of attention? Its unattractive my dear. Its good that you dont give shit about what people talk about you, but dont make it worse by downgrading the person. Its like you're exactly the same as her.

Anyway, this topic has made me realized the fact that "budi bahasa" shows the best side of you. I come from a long line of somebody important way back then. I am the 5th or the 6th generation of Tok Jabbar. I can't remember which is which. This is from my mother's blood line. So, Tok Jabbar is the Datuk Menteri Adat Istiadat of Johor.

Ever since I was little, my mom keeps on saying "jaga nama mak and abah". Now I fully understand why. Because of Tok Jabbar, my family has the need to always be in the best state of etiquette there is. How we eat, how we speak, how we walk, how we dress, how we bring ourselves takes into account in our daily lives. I have ignored this for quite some time. So now, I'm definitely trying to change myself not to embarass the family name. All the littlest things like keeping your fingernails short, eat with your mouth closed, and speak like someone who is educated, they matter. So, I know I curse a LOT but I'll try to reduce. =)

And when thinking of marriage, I would always think of what type of a woman that my future parents in law would want their son to marry. Not what my husband would want me to be. Pelik kan? Anyway, that is why girls have to grow up and be a woman. Woman means a lot of things. One thing's for sure, please please please think before you speak. Dont say irrational things. Dont act like a child.

Whyyyyy Twitter Whyyyyyy??

Well, I cant access to my twitter. Daymmnn. There are no cool pictures on tumblr. Facebook is dead boring at 10 in the morning. I'm hungryyyyy. Lunch time is in 2 hours. The worst thing is, I dont have even 1 stick of cigg. Whyyyyyyyy?

Kawasaki KSR 110

See the bikeeee? I want to own that one day. The hell with other people. I like bikes more than cars. But if I have the money to buy cool cars, definitely Audi A4. But right now, Kawasaki KSR 110 is what I wannnttt. If I dont get this, then I guess Naza GTR is acceptable. Hehe. This bike is a medium sized bike and can only fit for 1 person. Sooo, if I do own it, it is all mineeee. Hahahaha. *evil laugh*. If I were taller and stronger, I would get Kawasaki Ninja. A girl with a superbike is super coooool. Ganas tak? Hehehe

Greetings!

Hello, I've deleted everything i had ever written because I realized, those things don't matter. Instead, I think I'll start writing here as my journal of what goes on in my daily life. As an introduction, I am known as Zira but sometimes as, Mama, Maksu, Intan and Yong. I am 21 this year. Studying in International Islamic University Malaysia doing Bachelor of Human Sciences, English Language and Literature. Though my major is English, I am sorry if sometimes I screw up in the language.

Currently, I am working in Shell Malaysia as one of the Scholarship Coordinators. What I do here is mostly professional work and it gives me the sentiment of trying to be mature in dealing with other people. I love it here, though, often very mentally tiring, but I am more exposed to how things are done in the procedures of getting a scholarship. I admit that I am jealous of these brilliant students, and that I regretted not studying well in school, but I still love English language and literature. I am on my 5 months holiday break. Unfortunately, Shell only needs me for 3 months. I am planning to enjoy the rest of my holiday at home or a trip. The planning will only be done AFTER i have finished all the work here.

Going on to some personal stuff that you may want to know. I am currently single. Mind you, I choose to be single because it's quite distracting to be dating at this age. I know some of you may not agree, but it's just my point of view. But, as a young adult, I do find one guy interesting. Though we never hang out, but I enjoy the company. Lets call him Mr Handsome. =) My life practically revolves around hanging out with friends in Malaysian terms "lepak". That's what I do during my free time. There is another side of me other than loitering around, I spend my Wednesday and Sunday nights volunteering for Soup Kitchen. It's an organization built for helping out the needy. Soup Kitchen is about handing out food to the homeless people around K.L.

I'm a very open-minded person, optimistic but sometimes negativity takes control of me. In my past, I did horrible and unexplainable things that I am not proud of. But, I think it's time for me to hold my head up high and scream

"I had it good".